I'm thinking about leaving dA and start becoming more outside-ish and I don't see this as a place for me anymore. Everyone I used to know is gone, I've made new friends since then but.. I don't want to be here anymore. I just don't want to be here. I'm going to be more like ~miss-italiano except don't be here at all. lol, I'm going to do forums and stuff but only on one site.

Press: 3 For me to stay.
Press: 5 for me to leave.

I'm seriously probably going to leave no matter what you say anyway, lol ^^" But if I do use dA, It will be my very first account on here for chat/roleplays. But not for my writings/poems/songs. Sorry everyone but I think, it's time for me to leave the nest and find my place someplace else. dA is just not the place I want to be anymore. I just want to leave. I'm not happy no matter what I do... but, I just am still thinking about leaving.

I will see you guys later... maybe. And If I decide to leave, please don't beg me to stay. I just can't. I'll also tell you when I'm leaving and if I'm leaving... So, ttyl. Bye.

~The Young Bird Whom Has To Leave The Nest To Find Her Place In The World

((Okay, this an old survery I did awhile back but I updated it, so here you go))

1. Full Name: Nicole Marie ----
2. Nicknames: Kari, Kars, Kar Kar, Yuffie, Yuff, Nicole Marie, Nicky(rarely)
3. Birthday: July 20th 1991
4. Place Of Birth: El Camino Hospital In Mountain View, CA
5. Male or Female: Female
6. Grade: 10
7. School: Homeschooled
8. Occupation: Writer
9. Residence: Heaven
10. Screen Name: 14FortyGirl


__Your Appearance__

11. Hair Color: Dirty Blonde
12. Hair Length: Shoulder Length
13. Eye Color: Green
14. Best Feature: Boobs
15. Height: 5"6'
16. Braces: No
17. Glasses: No
18. Piercing: Ears.
19. Tattoos: No
20. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

21. First Best Friend: Yazmin
22. First Award: Never Had One..
23. First Sport You Joined: None
24. First Pet: Snowball
25. First Real Vacation: One of the Southwest Believers' Conventions
26. First Concert: Never been to one.
27. First Love: Aron


___Favorites___

28. Movie: Pirates Of The Caribbean Trilogy, Moulin Rouge!, Harry Potter Series, Bridge to Terabithia, All Superkids Movies(Its from KCM - [link] ), Star Wars Saga, and Charlie & The Chocolate Factory
29. TV Show: Sailor Moon, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Digimon, Classic Pokemon, One Tree Hill, Desperate Housewives, Brothers & Sisters, Boston Legal, Smallville
30. Colors: Pink, Blue, Black, Purple, dark colors and light colors abit..
31. Rapper: Stephen Glenn (Christian Rapper)
32. Band: *Nsync, Fall Out Boy, 14Forty, Atreyu, Crossfade and much more..
33. Song Right Now: Umberella - Rihanna, Umberella/Cinderella - Rihanna feat. Chris Brown
34. Friend: Aron, Spike, Yazmin, Heather... (My so-called-friends left and they are the only real ones I've ever had)
35. Candy: Skittles, Gum
36. Sport To Play: Basketball, Bowling, Pool, Baseball.
37. Restaurant: On The Border, Braums, AppleBee's, Burger King
38. Favorite Brand To Wear: None
39. Store: Mardel, Wal*Mart, GameStop, Mall, BestBuy, Circuit City
40. School Subject: Writing
41. Animal(s): 2 Cats.
42. Book: Star Trek: Best Destiny, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe, Bible
43. Magazine: KCM, JDM, Anime, celebrity and game ones..
44. Shoes: Reebok


___Currently___

45. Feeling: Heartache
46. Single or Taken: Single
47. Have a Crush: Nope
48. Eating: Nothing
49. Drinking: Nothing.
50. Typing: This Survey and talking to ~Kingdom-Hearts-girl (was, she left after I got done with this)
51. Online: No
52. Listening To: Umberella/Cinderella - Rihanna feat. Chris Brown
53. Thinking about: Aron, Spike and the convention.. and about doing a certain bad thing..
54. Wanting To: ... Go to the convention and go to see Aron...and having him back in my arms..
55. Watching: AMV for Yu-Gi-Oh!
56. Wearing: Blue pjs with white flowers on them

_____Future_____

57. Want Kids: No but I used to want twins..(I still do but I can't have 'em with that special person..)
58. Want To Be Married: No (I do but only to one person but since I cant have that person, i'm not)
59. Where Do You Want To Live: Newark, Texas
60. Car: Motorcycle


____Which Is Better With The Opposite Sex___

61. Hair Color: Don't care.
62. Hair Length: Don't care.
63. Eye Color: Don't care.
64. Measurements: Don't care.
65. Cute Or Sexy: Both.
66. Lips or Eyes: Both.
67. Hugs Or Kisses: Both
68. Short or Tall: Tall
69. Easygoing or serious: Both
70. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both.
71. Fatty or Skinny: Both
72. Sensitive or Loud: Both.
73. Hook-Up or Relationship: Relationship
74. Sweet or Caring: Both
75. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hesitant One


____Have You Ever____

76. Kissed A Stranger: No
77. Had Alcohol: Wine Coolers, Beer, Magerita
78. Smoked: Nope
79. Ran Away From Home: Almost
80. Broken A Bone: No
81. Got An X-Ray: Yes
82. Been With Someone: Yes
83. Broken Someones Heart: Yes
84. Broke Up With Someone: Yes
85. Cried When Someone Died: Yes
86. Cried at School: Yeah...

___Do You Believe In___

87. God: Yup.
88. Miracles: Yeah, of course.
89. Love At First Sight: Yes...
90. Ghosts: Yeah
91. Aliens: Maybe.
92. Soul Mates: Yes
93. Heaven: Yes
94. Hell: Yes. But, I wish it never existed.
95. Angels: Yes
96. Kissing On The First Date: Yes
97. Horoscopes: No

___ABOUT ME___

These are two questions of my own, since the other ones were skipped numbers.

98. Favorite Soap: General Hospital
99. Favorite Game: Star Fox, Legend of Zelda, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy XIII

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Cant Have?: Yes... my very own prince charming... *looks down, holds herself*

I've decided to work for Cinemark. Now all I need to do is bug my dad to let me and ask him to get the application for me. It's at the mall, my dad works at Dillards and soon, I'll be working at Cinemark thats in the mall. xDD So, my dad will come and probably see me. How troublesome. But look on the bright side... I get free movie passes to see the movies that come out. Thats awesome for me since I love movies.

Well, I gotta get off soon to go to the Laundry Matt with my dad, our washmachine is down for abit. But it'll work fine soon. Last night, my dad got me another christian wrist ban and a Wall Clock for my room. It's awesome. I love it. Those are more birthday presents for me, haha.

The wall clock has a picture of the hill on calvary and three crossbeams on the hill, it says: "Jesus, Because of him Heaven knows my name" and the wrist ban is blue and it says in yellow letters with kind of a watery picture, "God's Word, Soak It Up!"

I like that alot. ^^ I was thinking about being a Director/Writer, Singer/Dancer/Songwriter and now.. A Preacher. So many things I can do, but I just have to pray to God and ask him what he wants me to do with my life. So, anyway.. yeah, I have to go get ready for the Laundry Matt. Look all nice and pretty but gotta be careful not to get too overdressed or else, I'll look weird.

I love you guys and remember Jesus Is Lord!

~One Of God's Daughters

Verse of the Day: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." - John 3:16

I'm sixteen years old now. I'm looking for job at the moment. I'm thinking of either Sonic: Drive In, Cinemark(If alligable), and the traditional... McDonalds. Blah. I rather work at Sonic. Oh and Braums is another one. Cinemark more so because you get free movie passes. I wanna work at Cinemark! *whines* I hope I'm alligable. Wee! I just did this journal to let cha know whats happening. I also got a couple things as well.. a christian ring and a christian wrist ban. And something from my sister, it'll be here next week and my dad got me something today, I don't know what but.. yeah. I can't wait.

See you all later. Love you guys. And remember...

JESUS IS LORD!

~One Of God's Daughters

JESUS RULES!!!